laughter..mixed feelings.. stressed..

last day..

2006-07-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

today is my last day working here... feels so lost..
happy and sad at the same time..

Happy cuz i can have my freedom!! don have to wake up so early and go home so late..
and also.. can go out with frenz more often..

but.. sad.. cuz.. i'm going to miss my colleagues.. really..
from the start.. knowing no one.. always alone or with one fren onli..

to a bunch of good frenz..

learnt alot here.. really..
will miss wan ying.. esther.. wen wen.. de yi.. irene.. junior..
wei qi.. ming yun..

everyone..

really..

don bear to leave.. cuz i've alr been here for 7.5 mths le..
and have develop feelings here..

*refer to below*
Today is my last day in StarHub..
It has been fun and meaningful working here for 7.5 mths..
I would like to thank the following people who have helped me in one way or another:
Royston: my sup.. He's always very busy.. But Thanks for all the help and guidance. His magic tricks are very superb! Hope to see ya magic tricks next time~
Diana, Viven and Anne: Thanks for the training during my nursury days.. Hah i have a great time there~
Deyi: (mY TL ) : Thanks for your guidance. And for helping me to handle dispute cases. A funny TL whereby we will always get to watch the shows being acted out by him and Irene. Haha.. Fit and Healthy -- think these are the words to describe him. Jia you towards ur goals to slim down lol =) p.s don eat too much huh.. and.. i want to see the video!!!
Irene: My World Cup aka next street TL. Thanks for helping me in times of need. Thanks alot for the guidance. Stay cute and funny always~
Junior ( WORLD CuP TL ) : A very fun TL =) Thanks for everything that you have helped me during this World Cup Period.Have learnt alot of things from you.. And learn to look at things from a different point of view. hey~ Next time must intro to me those places where there are nice foods. haha will not forget your trademark ''lao ba sai'' lol..
YK aka Steven ( World Cup TL ) : Thanks for all the guidance and help that you have given me.. You have been a great TL.. Really appreciate your help. Have a great time calling back Customers and doing error reports.. Haha.. All the best to you in your new team.. Jia you!!
Alvin ( wC TL ) : A cool TL~ Haha one who seldom talks much.. And seldom see him laugh~ Stay cool always.Smile more haha..
And not to forget my tem mates:
Wan Ying: a very good fren of mine.. kinda quiet when got to know her at first.. but as time pass by, you will find out tt she's one who can joke alot haha. We can even wear the same type of clothes or shoes to work..( *wink* same telepathy ).Really nice to know you..
Esther: One who has lotsa stories to tell me.. Really love to hear those stories. She also has alot of jokes too.Haha really great to know you. And.. she's always that helpful.. If got any problem with our work, she will help us solve it~
Viven: A cute and funny girl.. One who has a nice sense of fashion. Hey~ Jia you for your work yea? Don be so stressed hah
Michelle: A helpful girl~ Thanks for your help during those days. Jia you for your studies.
Wee Jin: The only guy in our team.. One who handles disputes well and is really good in handling customers.Jia you wor~
Jane: My World Cup teammate! This girl is mad~ always bullying me.. Haha but really glad to know you.. Have shared alot of things and got to know u better too.. stay happie alwaz..
Also..
1) to thank the neighbours next to us..Valerie, Ivan Soh, Linda, Teck Lee..Thanks for making the days fun and memorable here.
2) those who have helped me one way or another..Teresa, Xavier, Nicole, Yusof, Shafizah, Betti, Sandy, Michael, Ken, Erica, Kamariah, Kamarun, Jimmy, Lynette, Kenny, Lilac, Tommy, Fang Ling, Steven Goh etc..
**pls do not escalate any incdents to me.. Pls refer my TL( Deyi -- for GE/billing enq ) and ( Junior or YK -- for error report / World Cup ) or sup Royston..
Logging off for the last time..77SOHSH aka Sor Hong aka Hong jie~
(p/s: do not forget my tiger biscuit too muahaha ('',) )
buai buai..

logging off as 77SOHSH..
buai buai..

coming back to sweep my dusty blogger

2006-05-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

woah.. how long i have not come here alr?
haha kinda dusty le huh..

hmmm.. looking at my previous entries.. feel that i am such a carefree and happy go lucky person?
perhaps after working.. i feel that i've changed to another type of person..

Working may not be easy..
think its more tough than studying..
you will get to meet different types of people.. some REALLY extreme types.
haha it makes me become more tolerant and abit more independent lol..

but.. once i start working, i have no time to meet up with my friends..
a kinda sad case..
miss those times when we were together joking..
talking with tchers..
studying together..

anyway, my contract ending soon..
hope that we dcan meet up soon..

hope there will be another trip to snow city..
* winks( to st, amber and bs ): haha i bet u know wat i'm referring to..
how much fun we had rite?

haha that's all for now..
tata..

missing someone..

2005-06-30T13:33:00.000+08:00

have u ever miss someone and felt terrible because u think that he/she doesn't miss u?

missing someone is a terrible but at the same time,a sweet feeling.

u will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

rushing to the phone once it rings, hoping that it's him/her.

looking out of the window, hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her, missing the last episode of your favourite show.

laying on the bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stairs again, talking about everything, ur dreams, plans,future.

logging to the internet, hoping to see him/her online.when u realised he/she isn't online and return ur page, u will start worrying if he/she will be okie.

missing someone is a growing up i guess.it exposes u to loneliness.it teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that theres actually a feeling known as emptiness.

sometimes it feels good to miss someone.u know that u really care and indulging the feeling of loving/ caring for him/her.but missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.u feel as if u are being left alone.

so if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.at the same time, asked if they miss u.dont like the feeling of missing someone becomejealousy or paranoid.If u are the one being missed and u know it, let theother party know.if u miss him/her too, tell them.Don't let them wait.

A very meaningful article adapted from my dear.. Haha.. oops =X no la.. from my very close girl fren.. It's kinda true.. especially for those who are/ were once in a relationship..

Finally blogged!

2005-04-04T21:21:00.000+08:00

haha.. finally got time to blog.. Eh frenz.. don say i so long nv blog le huh.. lolz.. no time.. i'm gonna be busy these few weeks.. cuz sYf coming soon.. actually life's kinda stressed now.. there's choir four times per week..can die ar! reach home sometimes no mood to study.. cuz too tired!! hmmm.. got new j1 students coming in.. Some kinda enthu.. but others.. eh.. i got nth to say.. now already april le.. still got around 6 more months to A's!! damn fast siaz.. and i'm still slacking.. gonna die soon =(

wat de heck? so fast?

2005-02-19T13:27:00.000+08:00

now is in the mid of feb?? so fast?? woah.. its damn fast.. only left about 8 to 9 months to A levels.. sometimes i relly dunno wat i'm doing.. i feel like giving up sometimes.. there's so much stress!! esp when it comes to tutorial.. sometimes i will somehow become very stressed suddenly.. den i will just keep my mouth shut.. cuz.. i feel like there's lots of stuffs that i haven learn.. but no choice.. cuz i've chosen to step into jc life.. i have to try my best and continue to study no matter what..

Haiz.. wat in the world has happen to me? are all jc students having the same thoughts as me? maybe i've changed.. into a very lazy student.. i also dunno..

time to blog le =)

2005-01-28T13:43:00.000+08:00

haha.. to my dearest shou yen and hui ling.. now i finally blog already.. happy? haha.. hmmm.. actually i'm quite happy that i promote.. haha.. muz thank all the teachers who helped me.. and my frenz.. esp. hui ling and evan.. who were there for me all these while.. thanks a lot!! now being a j2 student is very tough.. got loads of homework to be done.. so.. i don think i will be blogging very often.. sorry yea? haha.. anyway.. life's damn stressful.. sometimes really dunno what to do.. tis yr still got syf.. can DIE!! hmmm.. think that's all ba.. really sorry cant write a long one.. tata

working-- tough?? fun??

2004-12-21T14:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm..2 weeks have passed.. and i've worked for that long.. muahaha.. actually i'm working as a waitress now.. with ngan yuan.. siew ying.. pei sze and charlotte.. thou the job may be quite tough at first.. but gradually.. i'm used to it already.. haha.. what i've experienced is that.. if the customers are good and friendly to u.. ur mood will also be good and happy.. but.. if u meet those people who are the harsh type.. i can tell u.. all of us.. will be very moody and will feel like quitting sometimes.. haha..

Monday.. which is yesterday.. i went to my cousin wedding dinner.. wow.. she's damn pretty.. i think the waiter and waitress there are more well-trained ba.. haha.. part of the reason i went there was bcuz i wanna see how well they serve.. haha.. the way they serve.. not bad *clap clap* lolz.. cuz.. at orchard there leh.. sure have some standard de..

anyway.. think this week will be my last week working.. gotta study soon.. cuz.. exams coming soon.. sianz..

to my sec sch frenz: haha.. i'm very happy to meet u all today.. really miss the times we shared together.. haha.. sth quite unbelievable happen today.. someone approach me today.. and ask me to join for modelling for tv ads etc.. haha.. siao! i don have the looks lor.. haha.. k .. gotta study now.. tata..

Hehe.. celebrating with my frenz at orchard..

2004-12-17T09:14:00.000+08:00

Yoz! Amber bDae is tml.. thus.. we went out to seoul Garden to eat.. at orchard.. haha.. weird rite?! But its damn fun!! Went with amber.. hui ling and shu ting.. woah! haha.. we sat there.. eating and talking for 3 hours! hahaha.. Inside there.. we talk craps and nonsense.. and our laughter were damn loud! Muahaha.. cuz of some lame jokes and stuffs! haha.. feel so comfortable when with them.. but too bad.. next year i will be in different class alr.. gonna seperate soon.. haix... i'm in class 225 while they are in 207.. nvm.. muz cherish the happy moments we have now.. so tt i wun forget.. geex! Oh ya.. talking about eating at seoul.. we ate quite a lot..(maybe to me is quite a lot ..).. haha.. woah.. can become fat de leh.. haha.. luckily i got go gym with karen in the morning.. so.. i'm not scared! haha..

today is a very happy day for me.. Haha.. cuz of some reasons.. will nv forget it.. k.. tt's all for today.. gotta do some stuffs.. tata..

*missing you-- Happy (grinz)*

my thoughts and feelings..

2004-12-11T10:58:00.000+08:00

Haha.. today suddenly feel like writing something down on my blog.. hmmm.. sometimes.. i really wonder what is call love?? recently.. quite a no of my frenz had their 1st stead.. are they really in love? or.. maybe they just wanna try out and have some fun? some of them told me that.. they treat them more to friends than just couples.. and yet they are quite confused as to whether they should tell their bf how they feel anot.. if that's the case.. why bother to go steady? haha.. i think being single is much better.. isn't it? rather than go around hurting people.. sometimes i may feel quite envious when i saw my friends having people looking after them.. but do they really feel happy if there are only good frenz feelings? wat's the use right? haha.. think studies are the most important stuffs to me rite now.. not to forget freedom.. haha.. just hope that those people who are attached.. muz really care for each other and not hurt them.. Or else.. someone might suffer in the end.. Haha.. hmmm.. think tt's all i wanna say to my frenz.. gotta go swimming le.. tk care..

*missing ya lots*

The week where i played with so much water..

2004-12-06T13:52:00.001+08:00

Hmmm.. Time to blog again.. Haha.. went out with my sec sch frenz to Sentosa.. Cuz don't have to work this week.. Go there to play with water.. too bad didnt have the chance to play volleyball.. cuz by that time it's already too late.. Hmmm.. peini, jamie, ngan yuan, wee ping, karen, darryl, zheng de, kevyn and shane all went.. haha.. quite long didnt meet up with them.. till saturday.. Very happy to meet up !! Den yesterday went to swim with Wen Hui.. Haha.. shiok!! This week i keep playing with water.. my whole body damn tired.. hope to see all my sec sch frenz when we go eat steamboat k?? Haha..

Holidays seem to pass so fast.. school gonna reopen in 3 weeks time.. so sianz.. 1st week somemore still got tests!! Aargh!! no choice.. but resign to fate.. lolz.. k.. i gtg liao.. miss u guys!!

The week where i played with so much water..

2004-12-06T13:52:00.000+08:00

A trip to the Old Folks

2004-11-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.. decided to delete all my blogs tt i wrote last time.. i wanted to be my real me.. be a new me.. Haha.. I wanna let all the past be just a sweet memory.. and not be tied down by it..

Ok.. enough of craps.. I went to Old Folks Home yesterday.. Was the MCs for yest with Ngan Yuan.. Haha.. Think i did it ok only.. not very good.. cuz i don know how to speak hokkien quite well.. Hmmm.. went from morning to evening cuz we went to 3 homes in one straight day! When I saw the old people looking sad and those having sickness.. i really pity them.. how i wish all their troubles will go away.. Ok.. We went to Villa Fancis, followed by Swammi Home and then the sree narayana home ( hope i spelled correctly ) haha.. our choir combined with guitar club and interact club.. its fun siaz.. but u know wat.. wen i heard that some of the old people wanna try to escape and go out find their relatives, i felt so sad.. they were really pitiful.. all they need is to have someone to talk to.. why won't their children come and visit them? so what if their children were educated? does it mean they have the rights to put their parents in the Homes?

Some of them, cried while talking to us. They even ask us to help them escape out of the Homes.. I mean.. Why must the people be so unfilial? can't they at least show some respect and show some love and concern to their parents?

After this trip, i realize that there are quite a number of people who are so unfortunate. I don't think they deserve to be treated like this. We really must treasure our life. Hmmm.. Maybe if I got time, i'll go to the homes and visit them again.. They are actually not naggy.. juz that they wanna say their troubles to us.. For they seldom have the chance to talk to people.. Next time whoever wants to go to the homes and volunteer to help.. tell me kaez? then we go together and help them.. My heart felt quite pain when i looked at them.. Esp when they looked at me with those teary eyes.. going to cry anytime soon..

Haiz.. i think i betta don say anymore.. or else people may think i'm mad!! haha.. kaez..

Swimming.. Working.. Sianz..

2004-11-21T22:20:00.000+08:00

Haha yea~ I went to swimming today.. haha.. with shu ting..
lolz.. i wanna to be tanned!! haha.. xiao di.. i'm gonna compare
with you hahaha.. Finally i can relax and rest.. this wk is a very
tough week for me.. esp. friday and sat.. i have to go and work..
rush there after my lesson and cca.. waa.. The 1st time i
experienced tiredness.. Actually i've started working last wk..
but as i reached home too late.. too bad.. i cant blog so often..
haha.. but today~ yea! i don have to work!! so i went out to
swim.. den go orchard to buy present.. waa.. damn tired!!
and i slept in the MRT throughout the journey!! haha..
Haizz.. working is damn tough.. but i still wanna work..
Haha.. Me very weird hor.. lolz..

K.. that's all for now.. i gonna sleep now.. so tired.. zZzzzZZZ..
Yup.. i need plenty of slp!! YAWNZZ>>>